Personal Note: Mother's Day

Stone (2), Me, Abigail (4)

Yesterday was easier than I thought. I wasn't sure how I would handle Mother's Day this year, with the loss of Charli and all. But I did it. Church was a blessing, there was a wonderful service, and then a day with my little family. I think it helped that we truly celebrated on Saturday with my husband's family. And that I have been speaking with someone about my emotions and feelings.


My 2 Littles on Earth: Abigail above, Stone below

The hardest part was realizing I would be well over 1/2 through the pregnancy if we had not miscarried. I would be roughly 23 weeks pregnant if we had not miscarried back in January. Also was hard was realizing I only had 1 picture from when I was pregnant with Charli but when my phone force an upgrade I lost that one picture. I do have the ultrasound, and for thatI am grateful. I cling to hope that I will see Charli one day. And what will be great is that I won't need a picture when we get to that point.